Saturday, October 24, 2009

quotations

Religion is an insult to human dignity. With or without it, you'd have good people doing good things and evil people doing bad things, but for good people to do bad things, it takes religion

This is my simple religion. There's no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness



Ilovemy baby :)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

happy

This whole week's been fun.
Deepavali was awesome because i met my pilot uncle and he advised me through so much. He's given me recommendations, showed me loopholes but its all entirely up to me to walk through and pull myself into stardom.

Prabu has a gf and her name's Appolonia Apple. ^^ haha. I havent met her yet though. Eager to do so.

Baby and i have been doing alot of DOUBLE EATING recently.

Like eating Sakae sushi for lunch at yishun, but then finding their food to be mediocre and then going to bugis's TCC to get better better food. :)

Then today for lunch, we had FIG n OLIVES' and then swensens to continue.

Thats alot of food :)

baby exercise!!!!

I'll nurse her back to health :)

I love you (L)

Friday, October 16, 2009

the week

This week has been tremendous fun. Everything just flew past in just a blink. Waiting for baby to come online and webcam with her SCARY MASK face. Bwuhaha :) We've been busy meeting up, studying together, shopping and catching up on everything. My mum's seriously impressed with Jo's taste. haha.

Watching my baby do chemistry soo intensive makes me proud :) I dare not to disturb her, dont want her to loose her chemistry concentration. O.O

I love it when she sends me to school. Such a boost seeing Jo in the morning. Subway veggie delight together then make it to school before second meeting. She'll mug peacefully whilst im in class. Im glad she clicks extremely well with Arjun, Ganesh, Dev, Lois , Dillah, everyone from E44Q.

and oh, i wore dearest's heels during break. SEXY YO! :P
4 inches. X)
we bought it together.



Thursday's RADIO lesson was extremely fun. Speaking in Aeronautical terms is soo fun :)
Baby's supporting me all the way.
Im loving the support.

JO met ynez today but only for a spilt second. Dang ;)

I love the way she takes my hand and plays with my fingers.

Monday, October 12, 2009

my faci

My faci thinks i have what it takes to be a pilot :D

omg
omg
omg
im ABSOLUTELY ELATED.

Read on why. Im going to work hard hard hard hardcore!
Strength comes from family, loved ones, Jo (:

Hi Geshy,

I am going to focus on 3 main areas for everyone’s RJ which my grading is based on. They are analytical, collaborative and presentation skills. Of course as the module progresses, there are other factors that I would consider.

1. I can see the significant amount of effort and comprehension placed in solving today’s topic. I hope you are able to maintain this standard or display an even better standard of performance as we progress into the module. I’m very elated that you have gained a better understanding of today’s topic and its importance. You definitely have a keen interest in the aviation industry and I hope you could revise the materials given for all the classes. As this would definitely give you a sound understanding of the subject matter and you would excel in the field! Interest has to be complemented with knowledge. This is what distinguishes the better ones from the rest...

2. You exhibited an excellent sense of team work by the amount of discussion occurring with your fellow peers and the specific role each team member has to take. Continue discussing and brainstorming with your fellow team members so as to achieve the objectives set for future topics. I notice your valuable contributions not only in your group but also helping out others. By doing so and you would gain more knowledge.

3. As the module progresses, I hope you would also be able to hone your presentation skills. Be confident in what you’re presenting and don’t be afraid of making mistakes. No one is perfect.

Keep up the good work! And maybe you'd be making announcements over the PA system in one of SQ's flight!





oh man. a cold rush of blood to the head :)
means a whole lot coming froma Boeing engineer cum Pilot.
I feel freaking awesome.
Thanks baby :)

Scarlet's a beautiful color.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I feel lost. Lousy, useless,pointless,gutless.
I feel lousy.



lost without you.
The only cure for paranoia, is to be here, just as i am.

Grief

Grief may be a thing we all have in common. But it looks different on everyone. It isn't just death we have to grief. Its life. Its loss. Its change. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad, the thing we got to try to remember is that it could turn on a dime.

You died in my arms.
You wanna know what Im scared of?
Im scared of everything, Im scared to move, Im scared to breathe, Im scared to touch you. I cant loose you. I wont survive and that's your fault. You made me love you, you made me let you in and you freaking died in my arms.

That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you cant breathe, that's how you survive.

I'll remember that one day, somehow, impossibly, it wont feel this way. It wont hurt this much.

Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do is try for honesty.

The really crappy thing, the worst part of grief is that you cant control it. The best we can do is to try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again. And always every time, it takes your breath away.

There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us but there are always five.

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance.

Monday, October 05, 2009

30-21

Somethings feel better after youve cried till no more tears can flow.
You feel temporarily numb and empty, but you know you wont have to face the horror for at least another few hours.

Horror like the days without you.

You know this song. Its our favourite.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

Friday, October 02, 2009

Somebody's nineteen

Am utterly delighted Baby's enjoying her birthday:) so glad she's having fun.
She deserves to be this happy everyday:)

those who wished her from myside, THANK YOU

19th

Happy 19th birthday Baby (:

surprises thick and fast soon :)